i speak of service, serving You.
But, today, i failed You miserably.
i stand here, ashamed, and totally lost.
i am surrendered unto You, do what You think best befits my folly.
It's not like i didn't want to, i just lost sight of my commitment to You.
It doesn't mean i do not love You, it doesn't mean i do not will to serve You, i ........
i was just plain pathetic, and am profusely sorry.
You let me come and see You today, in spite of being so busy, and this is just not the way to say thanks.
i never meant to hurt You, that was not my intention; to please You, i must work, but oh! i have made You angry perhaps.
O My Lord! Forgive me this once, this lapse.
And, i didn't even realize it's Your day today.
Only, i could have messed it up!!!
Bid me serve You, once more.
Forgive me, please!!!!!!!!!!